Meeeee

2010-10-10T23:12:00.001+08:00

YO peepo !
Elaine here to blog ! ...
Firstly , holiday is coming for those who completed N level
so congratulation . ;D
Next life is bored !! , work work work .. no time to meet up with loved ones which
result in drifting ? i don't know ...
Next , i had patch back with sayhaw which seriously , i wonder is it a good or bad thing .
Hopefully , my decision won't be wrong again ...
Lastly , I DONT KNOW WHAT TO TYPE LUHHHS !!!

2010-09-17T22:08:00.002+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE !! . :) ,
elaine is here to revive this super dead blog ...
ermm ... recently had been busy up with sintua stuff and work barhs , ;D
Kinda no life . ):
Well , anw , DO SUPPORT MY BLOGSHOP !!

www.that-online-store.blogspot.com . !!
It's a shop that's doing taiwan spree and price are cheap too !!

DO SUPPORT !!!
Off to meet my elvy and co. now .. ;D
Update later . . . ;D

Tagged will be Reply later

2010-08-17T18:46:00.003+08:00

Hey peep , backed here ...
Last night went JDee and resort with my dearest veron , weilin , dumbass and friend . ;D
Thought it is quite bored at first but everything went smooth in the end ...
Drink a little and was high for the entire night ...
Had breakfast at 4am reaching 5 i think . And cabbie home later ...
Anyways , it's an enjoyable night i guess . ;D

i should have know , you ain't someone who are decisive and faithful .

Quote Of The Day :
William Shakespeare
Do not tell me,, for i've heard it all, there is too much to do with hate,
but much more to do with love.

Tagged will be replied later ...

2010-08-13T15:39:00.003+08:00

Hi dearest bloggie !
So long never come see you le . How was it ? :p
Well i think i shall visit you for today ....
Well , many thing happened in between these few days that are reaching a month ?
Hahas , i cannot remember what actually happened ...
Firstly , Cheer up yongzhi whatever happened remember elaine is always
8 number away from you only ... I'll pei you . ;D you know what I'm referring to .
Secondly , i had been out with veron , elvy , magdeline , godma , jeremy and many many this few day. I cannot remember the other name ... So sorry if i missed your name out ... ):
But don't worry i still love you all ... hahas .
Thirdly , school life for me is getting suckier and suckier . I don't even bother about going to school already despite having my "N" right now ... I don't even feel like having the cert ...
Fourthly , got a new job which is LG phone promoter . ;D
is kinda bored but still can get used to it and also due to this job i get to see Lee Min Ho in person ! ;D ...
Fifthly , Sintua stuff is getting busier and busier for me but i like it . It's just feel like I'm finally doing my part in this session rather than like the past me who only stick to my duty . Right I'm doing extra but I enjoyed ...
Sixthly , My body is failing me , getting frequently headaches nowadays and i nearly faint last night ... but , I don't think it a big problem barhs ...
Last but not least , I maybe opening a blog shop soon ... Anyone want support me ? ;P
That's it . ;D Bye Bloggie , will visit you tomorrow if i got time . ;D

Quotes Of The Day :
- Michael Vance
Life is not measured by the breaths you take, but by its breathtaking moments.

Tagged Replied :

26 Jun 10, 02:57

Dominic Chua: every thing end liao that better la
ELAINE : Lols .

1 Jul 10, 13:30

Dominic: wa wa now will go school liao
ELAINE : Lols .

3 Jul 10, 02:58

Ariel: Hi dear relink me. Thanks (:
ELAINE : Hello Dear , Sorry for late reply , Linked you already . ;D

3 Jul 10, 13:37

Dominina: you this monday don't go the th
ELAINE : Lols .

14 Jul 10, 16:01

Veronica ;: Hello my dear mate. The tag you wanted. ♥
ELAINE : Hello Mate !! LOVEYOU !!

15 Jul 10, 19:02

Veronica ;: I'm here to tag again. I love you, mate. ♥
ELAINE : Muack muack ! ! ;P

16 Jul 10, 16:38

yeah: yeah
ELAINE : Lols ? Who're you ?

24 Jul 10, 16:30

Kellyyy: you're linked (:
ELAINE : Hello , :) Sorry for late reply , Linked you already . ;D

2010-07-01T03:37:00.002+08:00

如果时间可以倒回，结局会不会比现在还开心？大家是否会有不一样的选择。伤心，伤害是否会减少了？快乐辛福会不会真加？但事到如今，也不在有办法改变了。只想了解，大家有后悔吗？我自己的答案我不后回也不难过。对于过去的那段爱情故事，我想我只有思念。想念那爱得轰轰烈烈，什么都不伯只伯失去你的感觉。现在时间以经正明了我们毕此的不适合。我想是时后学会如何放手,如何开始新的生活。我不会忘记你承带给我的美好。也不会忘记你所说过的每一句话.但是我想我需要长大了，懂得拿得起放得下。如果我可以再选一次，我想我还是会选择同一条路。不管将来会者样，你要辛福喔！

2010-06-24T05:05:00.006+08:00

Hey peepo . ;D

GGG da ri zi over le and it nicely done .

Thank peepo for helping .

For picture of it ,

Please visit : www.hoddermelvin.mutiply.com

Firstly , Sorry jac for not going down your BBQ that day .

I was too tired ...

Next I finally had my KFC with darl and others . Happy . ;D

St James tomorrow with darling girls . ;D

I couldn't wait . ;D

Till here .

Quote Of The Day :
Anonymous
here's this place in me where your finger prints still rest... your kisses still linger and your whispers softly echo... It's the place where a part of you will forever be a part of me

Tagged Replied :

18 Jun 10, 20:05

weiyeowq: tag tag tag tag ...
ELAINE : Hahas . ;D Miss you ...

19 Jun 10, 05:35

Dominic: you go to msn check on your inbox
ELAINE : Alright . ;D

To People :

What happened already happened , As for those tags i had already deleted it aways already .

This thing had already sua liaos . So stop tagging with regards to this issue . If not i will just banned ... Thank you . Cheer ! . ;D

2010-06-18T18:17:00.006+08:00

When celebrated jac birthday at wild wild wet that day . ;D

Enjoyed myself with clique . ;D

When swensen for cutting cake and

i went home first to do stuffs . ;D

Anyways , Tomorrow Guan Gong Geng Dua Li Zi le !!! ;D

So happy ...

Updated later .. ;D

Quote Of The Day :

Source Unknown

Submitted By Ruthie

When I miss you , I don't have to go far ...

I just have to look inside my heart because that's where I'll find you

Tagged Replied :

16 Jun 10, 09:44

Dominic: some of the thing you can let go just let go bah as a friend i can not say you anything but i have know you like that guy does he like you now he got girl friend outside you know that .....
ELAINE : Yes i know , but i can't let go ...

16 Jun 10, 09:46

Dominic: i got thing 1 to tell you when the day come i will tell you
ELAINE : Okay .

16 Jun 10, 09:54

Dominic: you are to deep in love AIYO
ELAINE : Hahas .

17 Jun 10, 00:04

ELVY: tag tag tag darl!
ELAINE : Love you Darl . ;D

17 Jun 10, 16:25

Jonathan: here your tag!
ELAINE : Thank thank .. ;D

For everything you have missed, you have gained something else, and for everything you gain, you lose something else.” Ralph Waldo Emerson quotes

2010-06-16T00:44:00.005+08:00

Elaine is here to blog already ! ;D
Firstly , as far as i remember , i already bought my new phone le !
:D:D:D W995(pink) !
Next , when cabana drink with friend that night and almost got myself
drunk , but okay luhhs , it's still very enjoyable . ;D
Sacked IT show boss even before i went down to work ,
Next down at Novena united square for Delphin job ,
ye in the end sacked boss again after three hours . ;D
Today , went down to wing tai for mobile promoter and managed to get that job . ;D
went down to tampine to meet darl afterward , jac and kenny come after awhile ... ;D
bought stuffs and went backed to bedok . ;D
brandon come afterward . ;D
Hahas , Later celebrating jac birthday . ;D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL ! ;D
Lastly , I miss my clique so much ! . ;D .
Nowday too busy to make time for them . But still I'll try to find time . ;D

P.S : Sorry darl for not celebrating your birthday with you . I was busy ... Sorry ...

Quote Of The Day :

Ralph Waldo Emerson

For everything you have missed, you have gained something else, and for everything you gain, you lose something else.”

Tagged Replied :

4 Jun 10, 16:05

Jonathan: come to school soon! TAG BTW
ELAINE : Hahas , See you tomorrow . ;D

5 Jun 10, 12:54

Dominic: wow that grade and you must work harder than you can get what you want haha
ELAINE : Hahas , Okay . ;D

6 Jun 10, 06:22
Dominic: sorry to make you sleep so late and the next day you go to work
ELAINE : Never mind luhhs . ;D

10 Jun 10, 01:54

Dominic: tomorrow you are going to work and i will give you a morning call
ELAINE : Okay . ;D

12 Jun 10, 18:38

Dominic: wa you so long never see your blog liao hahah got time see wat we comment
ELAINE : Okay okay ... ;D

15 Jun 10, 00:43

Dominic: must try your best go go go go go
ELAINE : Okay . ;D

15 Jun 10, 10:45

lyn passer: you put hair extension ?
ELAINE : Nope , Real hair .. ;D

2010-06-04T00:36:00.002+08:00

Working .. ;D
Super happy as i hit my TARGET !! and i managed to do
8 presentation today while boss only expect us to do 5 . ;D
Hit 5 order also .. ;D
I had 8 day to do it but i finished it in only 5day .. ;D
Super happy ...
Well , gonna work harder tomorrow .. ;D
W995 PINK/BLACK .
I'm coming ! Wait for me .. ;D

Quote Of The Day :
Author Unknown
Life is like a beautiful melody, only the lyrics are messed up.

Tagged Replied :

2 Jun 10, 00:10

Charlie: cause i never seen blog before
ELAINE : I see .. ;D But you seen mine already . ;)

3 Jun 10, 01:27

Dominic: can i say you 1 thing you is the girl who can try to quit smoking want trust me as a friend i will use my best to help anything can sms or call me
ELAINE : Okays . ;D Btw , You're not the first one that told me ... Zzz

3 Jun 10, 01:29

Dominic: all the best for you and work happily haha
ELAINE : Thank You . ;D

2010-06-01T23:44:00.002+08:00

Ke ling treats . ;D

Work work work for this few day .. tired ..
But kinda fun and i have no regrets at all ...
Know one guy super good call (keling)
Thank for helping me so much in work . ;D
i owe you one ...

Quote Of The Day :
Thomas Jefferson
The art of life is the art of avoiding pain.

Tagged Replied :

29 May 10, 04:29

Jerrer: hey elaine, it's been a while since we chat. goodluck & all the best in everything you do
ELAINE : Thank . ;D you too !

29 May 10, 04:32

Charlie: So interesting Here
ELAINE : Lols ? Really ?

1 Jun 10, 06:58

Dominic: you have have you own that very good and try you best
ELAINE : huh ?

1 Jun 10, 07:02

Dominic: you have your own dream that good
ELAINE : Thank . ;D

2010-05-29T04:09:00.003+08:00

Hey peepo ! ;D
Firstly , Sorry to darl for letting you waited for me for 1hrs plus
outside the school .. ):
Practically my phone went dead and teacher keep on talking to me
with regards to my report issue .. ;D
And Yes , i failed for my MYE ! 240/600 !
You know why ? Cause i didn't went for art exam
and i get a straight zero at my report book ...
Oh well , forget it anyways I'm intending to drop ...
Went for promoter training at LHK2 today
and learn quite a number of stuffs on promoting . ;DDD
Backed home at 6plus reaching 7 for sintua
and complete my five general thingy . ;D
Quite happy as i already fulfilled half of my promise toward ah pek ...
Oh well , later on at 11am gonna start work at suntec hall 4-03 .. ;D
People come support me if you wished . ;D
Till here .. ;D

Quote Of The Day :
Jack Handey
I hope life isn't a big joke, because I don't get it.

Tagged Replied :

26 May 10, 20:13

Jack: how r u?
ELAINE : Hello ! ;D so long never chat with you le , I'm still fine i guess . You ? ;D

2010-05-25T17:25:00.003+08:00

Went T1 with darl yesterday and bought two breadtalk bread & the Hokkaido bread is
damn hard de okay! My teeth almost broke ... Zzz
Darl bought her 4th month anniversary stuff and DIY .
Night time , darl and bran come up my house to do their picture board . ;D
Through it quite tiring but somehow , they managed to complete their board . ;D
Grats ! Happy 4th month to elvy and brandon . ;D
Last long okay ! ;D
They went home at 3am plus ...
for me sleep at 3plus too ! . ;D
Today , maybe meeting veron , yz and elvy later onward . will update later .. ;D

Quotes Of The Day :
Anonymous
It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone,
an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone,
but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

Tagged Replied :

Aloy: Hahaha , you alr found it x)
ELAINE : I clever what ! ;D

2010-05-23T14:35:00.004+08:00

Hey , peepo . ;D
Elaine is here to blog once again ...
Many thing happened in between for this few days ...
Firstly , sadly i passed my chinese with the marks of (44.1/2./60)
Actually is expecting a higher one but ... it's over ...
Secondly , went drinking last night due to certain stuff that hurt me ...
I wished he could understand , if only he could read this post that i'm posting .
ELAINE STILL LOVE HIM !! , it's something that i keep for quite a long time ..
May he hate me now , may he doesn't wished to see me now , may he don't wished to be friend
at all now . I only hope he could understand i never meant to harm him or hate him ...
Maybe it's because i did stuffs the wrong way whereby he couldn't accept the fact
that it done by me ...
Many and many had happened between me and him ..
From the time we know each other , become friend , then lover , then friend , then enemy ,
then friend , then enemy , then friend , then enemy , then friend , then lover , then friend and now finally enemy backed again ...
But this time round the feeling is never the same anymore .
It's just felt that this will be the state that will remain forever between me and him
since he had already decided to left ...
There's a lot of word i wanted to say but it just choked inside my throat .
I'm pissed , but at the same time I'm more angry with myself .
I know i can't do without him , i know i rely on him a lot but still ,
these facts couldn't changed anything now ....
I just hope that he would take good care of himself , don't always sleep so late in the night ,
control his spending , enjoyed his life , be more decisive in the future and finally ,
never get into unnecessary trouble with anyone anymore ...
That's all i wanted to say , once again i hope he could read this post as it's only way
i could delivered messaged to him ...

Quotes Of The Day :
Anonymous
Why is it that we don't always recognize the moment love begins,
but we always recognize the moment it ends?

Tagged Replied :

19 May 10, 19:53

AhbeaR: (: was here to tag cheers
ELAINE : Cheers ! ;D

22 May 10, 01:18

Aloy: i found your link on facebook xD maybe you can go read on my profile ~
ELAINE : Can pass me your url ??? ;D

2010-05-19T17:07:00.006+08:00

Today had my Career Seminar and checking of English Paper Today ! ;D
I passed my english !! (96/180) so approximated is about (53/100) .
Also , I knowing what to choose for my diploma le barhs .. ;D
Shall be choosing for Hospitality & Tourism Mgt . ;D
Went homed soon after school as
i only had slept for one and a half hour due to
chatting on phone with friend in the middle of the night .
Hais , tired ...
Kinda felt so lost , and can't have the feeling of happiness .
I also don't know why , it's not about him , not friends , not about family .
I don't really got the feeling of having ...
Frankly speaking , even if i losing something , I can't seem to have the urged for
crying or feeling sad anymore ..
Maybe it because I had lose so much it doesn't even matter if i happened to lose
another thing ...
Well that's reader .. ;D

Quotes For The Day :
Anonymous
When you are in love and you get hurt,
it’s like a cut... it will heal, but there will always be a scar.

Tagged Replied :

19 May 10, 02:34

Veronica ;: Hi, luv.
ELAINE : Hey love ! ;D Got miss me ??? ;)

19 May 10, 03:48

Aloy: Hi (:
ELAINE : Hello :) , But you're ?

19 May 10, 17:25

Veronica ;: Miss you!
ELAINE : Last night what time sleep worhs ? ;D

2010-05-19T01:04:00.002+08:00

Alright peepo ,
Elaine is here to blog again .. ;D
Today went down to upp paya lebar road LHK2 building for interview
for the slot of a printer promotor . ;D
And i managed to get in this job ..
So ..... Bascially i'll be working on my weekend from 11-9 untill 29 august . . . ):
Book fair ssignment comng also le ...
Starting on 28 May till 6 June ...
24 may & 26 got training for both job and guess what ,
School de workshop clash on 24 May !!
So sad , i cant be attending that school workshop already ...
Night time around 8 plus went over to CGH with sister as she wanted to see doctor
due to certain medical issues ...
Waited for her all the way until 11 plus then cabbed home ...
Tomorrow Career Seminar ! ;D
Good luck to all peepo .. ;D

Quotes For The Day :
George Granville :
Of all pains , the greatest pain ,
is to love , and to love in vain .

2010-05-17T17:26:00.002+08:00

Picture shall do the talking for this few day .. ;D
Till here ... ;D

Tagged Replied :

sherlyn: changes
ELAINE : Link you soon ... ;D

2010-05-12T11:36:00.002+08:00

Ermmm ... MYE start for a few day already and I'm really working very
hard for this exam . ;D
So far so good barhs , just that i think i screwed my maths paper 2 , chemistry and social study . ):
Went Grandlink that day with darl to meet yz and co.
Played pool and lan realize that I'm still so poor at pool . ):
Anyways , down for jobbie interview later onward with darl and maybe sh .
Till here reader . ;D

Tags Replied :

2 May 10, 14:05

ELVY: a tag filled with love for you darl (:
ELAINE : Lols ? where is the love ? ;P Love ya too !

5 May 10, 15:53

jiaqi: Tag too! (:
ELAINE : ;D:D

6 May 10, 21:17
Jonathan: tag tag !
ELAINE : :D;D

9 May 10, 23:39

Brandon: tag, tag me bacck hor
ELAINE : Lols , I will de . ;D

2010-05-05T22:31:00.002+08:00

Went kcc with bitch and darl yesterday and had a great day . ;D
Didn't went school today due to headache in the morning .
I guess should be because i had been sleeping late this few day
due to watching my Autumn Concerto . ;D I <3 it ...
Well , tomorrow is already the Mid-Year-Examination for student in
Ping Yi ..
All the best for all and hope that you guy could pass with flyer colour
and eventually excel in all subjects . ;D

Till here reader ... ;D

2010-04-30T14:54:00.002+08:00

Updated due to the request of brandon ,
For this few day , school homed , sintua ... as usually
Nothing much to elaborate ....
Yesterday with ecp with meng hwee ,
Played pool etc's had mac for dinner . ;)
And thank you much much for fetching me and sending me home using your new bike .
Well , the fun thing about yesterday is i had the chance to ride a real bike ! yay ;D
Scary yet fun . ;D . But overall , i screwed it as it's the first time .
No worries i'll do a better better better job next time ! and travel for 100m instead of
2m ! hahhas .. ;D
Till here reader ..

13 Apr 10, 00:40

ELVY: Darl, tagged and love you (:
ELAINE : Darl , I love you too ! and you know i always do ...

29 Apr 10, 20:58

Brandon: update la pig
ELAINE : Lols ? dont know who is then the pig ... Zzz

2010-04-11T22:46:00.003+08:00

如果你还爱我 , 你不会让我如此的难过 ...

2010-04-11T22:37:00.003+08:00

It's been ages since i last blogged .
This few day had not been going to school .. Zzz
For the past few day went to sing k with bran and elvy but i had
already forgotten on which date already.
yesterday went tebam garden with family and co .
Tired on the bus ride . Zzz
2hrs !!
out at 5.30 .
and finally reached homed at 12plus . ;D
Nothing much to talk about already barhs .
Summary , so NO LIFE !!
anw , i love my current clique ! ;D ;D ;D

Tagged Replied :

4 Apr 10, 13:09
Jonathan: hello tag tag ^.^v!
ELAINE : Hello . ;D !

6 Apr 10, 13:28
Fiona: elaine TAGGED D
ELAINE : Thank babe , ;D link you already .

10 Apr 10, 08:42

Jonathan: come to school more often!
ELAINE : Okays okays , see you soon . ;D

2010-03-29T07:45:00.002+08:00

A hand required another hand to hold ,
A spoon will be accompany by a fork .
Night will be follow by day .
Dreams will be awaken by waking up ...
Somehow life is following a cycle everyday .
Keep repeating it's pattern continuously .

We're just like this cycle ,
Repeating and repeating ,
Separated yet reunion .
Reunion but sill separated .
Was it fated or a joke ?
Was it a joke or reality ?
Was a reality thus it fated ?
I really don't feel like knowing it .

It's already 1 year plus ,
What we go through
defined that this time is just too short .
Once bitten twice shy ,
therefore it's just seem impossible
for me to give you another chance
thought i really feel to .
The key to our closeness
is my weakness .
Depend is the key that
still lead me to you .
You belong to the black world
while i belong to the white .
But somehow i wish i was the Grey ,
So i can stand next to you ,
depend on you while not having
to become your kind .
But I know there's no Grey .
It's only black or white .

Hopefully once again ,
time will prove everything .
Prove the wrong or right
of our repeating history .
Frankly speaking ,
I couldn't live without you .
On the other hand ,
I wanted to live without you .
It's the mixed feeling once again
Flowing through my blood vessels .

2010-03-29T07:23:00.002+08:00

Hey peepo I'm back for blogging ...
Firstly , Happy sweet 16th for me on 27/03/10 . !
Can't remember what happened for the past few day but ..
Shall start reminisce from my birthday . ;D
27/03/10
Had my first outing with sh at midnight 1plus ...
Went east coast for pool session . ;D
Afterward went for doll catcher and sweetland . ;D
Thank sh for giving me such a big doraemon biscuit
and Hello Kitty full family photo . ;D
I'll cherish it !! I love them . <3 .
After that , went to seaside for sea breezes . ;D
Chitty-chatty till morning 6 plus , thought of watching sea rise but too
bad it's a different angle thus i can't see a single thing!!
Well anyways , cabbed homed at 6plus .
Wake up at 2plus on this same special date . ;D
Went mummy house later onward and meet darl , yz and bran at mummy house
downstair . ;D
Thank guy for your birthday cake . ;D
After cutting and eating the cake , i went homed to bath first as going out later
to celebrate my birthday .
Homed , bathed etc's and finally out with sh to meet co at inter . ;D
Went Tampines Safra , should be meeting co. for pool but ,
i go bowling with sh and yea , i win him ! First time score until over an 100 point . ;D
After that , went backed bedok for dinnertime with family with sh .
Backed to Tampines Safra to meet bran , yz , darl , terry , ryan , kenny , zegna , vyonne , right after dinner time . ;D
Had a little bit of pool session and next down to platform for drinking and sadly I'm drunk
for the third time . . .
Anyways , Thank guy for taking care of me during the time that i was drunk . ;D
Sorry and thank .
Alright that it , i shall stop here reader . ;D
Gotta go sleep awhile more before going to school .
Bye . ;D

Tagged Replied :

20 Mar 10, 13:01

BRANDON: tagged
ELAINE : Hahas , thank . ;D

2010-03-19T21:29:00.002+08:00

17/03/10
Went to watch kaiji with co.
Homed at 10plus ...

18/03/10
Went out with ah ann , kor kor and sayhaw to bugis to look for papa birthday present
but ended up buying nothing .. Zzz
Instead , we went iluma for arcade . ;D
And also I bought one uzumaki ICE CREAM !!! Loves <3
Happen to chance upon darl there also . ;D
Homed at 9plus ...

Tagged Replied :

16 Mar 10, 20:21
EUNICE: who's ter and jer?
ELAINE : You Guess ??? Hahas , Terry and Jeremy . :)

19 Mar 10, 08:42
Jonathan: tag !
ELAINE : Thank you Ah Jon ! ;D When are you going unprivate your Blog ... ? Zzz

19 Mar 10, 16:16

ELVY: tagged darl! (:
ELAINE : Aligato ! Love you ;D

2010-03-16T17:44:00.003+08:00

Out to meet darl , eun , yz , ter , bran ,
Played murderer ,
jon , jer , ryan , zeg come afterward ...
Went block shopping awhile
with ryan , ter , eun and yz .
Go 551 slacked later with ryan , ter , bran , darl , eun , yz ...
ken come afterward .
Slack slack ,
Tonned till 5plus reaching 6 .
Homed at 6plus . ;D

Tagged Replied :

15 Mar 10, 14:47
EUNICE: omg, EUNICE please. eun sounds so retarded.
ELAINE : Lols , I'm glad you know .. xD jkjk

2010-03-14T19:15:00.002+08:00

Arghhh !!
My code crash !!
Shag , but anyways i fix it by changing into a new blogskin ...
Say bye bye to my old blogskin , i can't bare to but no choice .. D:
Anyways , welcome my new blogskin .. ;D
Hahas , meet darl , eun and berwin at 75 later on ...
Cabbed down to 551 find darl , eun , ter , ryan and bran . ;D
Yz come afterward ...
Homed with ryan at 11plus . ;D

2010-03-14T17:40:00.003+08:00

Meet darl ,
then follow by brandon , terry , ryan and jonathan at cine . ;D
Watch Happy go lucky ..
Rating 5/5 .. ;D
After movie , rush last bus 14 back to bedok .
Go 531 drink water ,
then to brandon house and ton .
Played blackjack and Texas poker . ;D
Tonned till 7am plus .
Then cabbed home with darl . ;D

P.S : Thank terry and ryan for teaching me how to calculate the poker thing .. ;D

Tagged Replied :

14 Mar 10, 16:50

EUNICE: *ahem ahem* (:
ELAINE : aha aha , Linked already . ;D

2010-03-08T18:43:00.001+08:00

2010-03-07T23:17:00.003+08:00

If I'm given a second chance what should i do ?
If I'm given a time machine , how far will i let the time to rewind ?
Sorry for being stubborn and unreasonable that day ,
I can only blame myself for everything .
Those feeling of missing cum fearing is unable to describe .
I wanted to see you yet i avoid you ,
I miss you voice yet i don't want to talk to you ...
I wanted this and i wanted that ,
But somehow , I no longer have the courage for everything ...
Sorry silly boy for causing the ending to turns out this way ...
Maybe you might or might not get to see this post
but still i wanted to post my feeling out ,
it's hurt for me to hide everything in front of so many people everyday ...
I don't want to face the reality , yet i know i don't have the choice .
I'll will learn to be strong and move on . ;D
Hopefully you'll be too alright ?
We shall remain as good friend and maybe in the future ,
if fate allowed , we will be together once again ,
and this time round , I promise ...
I'll cherish everything ...
I'll never allowed you to leave my side again ....

This is dedicated to ZegnaZYS ....

2010-03-06T17:42:00.003+08:00

Thinking whether should i closed down my blog a not ...
Just felt that , there isn't any needs for me to keep this blog as memories
killed , but on the other hand , i need a place for me to write down
every moments happening in life .
Whatever , maybe i should just keep or closed down when the time reaches ....

2010-03-06T17:28:00.009+08:00

Went school that day and went over to IR for visiting ,
lazy type let photo do the talking ...

Tagged Replied :

2 Mar 10, 21:14

ZEGNA: tag tag
ELAINE : Okays ...

3 Mar 10, 19:45

Jonathan: tag jie and cheer up!
ELAINE : Hahas , no worries i'm alright . ;D

4 Mar 10, 21:57

weiyeow: tag
ELAINE : Thank . :)

2010-03-01T21:56:00.003+08:00

我真的很懦弱 , 似乎已经不再有勇气
去相信爱情了 ...
一百分是我永远都没有办法给你的 .
但我希望你能给我你的一百分 .
我知道我很自私 . 也很伤人 .
但这不是我想要的 ,
是爱情逼我的 .
我会用一颗真心去弥补我的过错 ,
但愿你能把我从爱情的黑洞里救出来 ,
让我再一次相信我可以把我的一百分送给你 .
希望我们的爱情故事永远都不会有结局 .
我不想再受到任何伤害 ,
所以我选择了麻木 ...
但我知道我已经不能失去你了 ,
你已经变成了我生命的一部分 ...
这就是我对你的承诺 ...

2010-03-01T21:18:00.002+08:00

The unreachable dream is what i desire .
Fantasy world with darling little faeries flying around the flower bed .. ;D

Anyways , went school early today with darl ! Like so finally . ;D
Had maths mock exam till 2 .
Should be going for maths extra lesson but i skipped anyways .
Went inter with jac , yz , eun , darl and jon .
Had KFC for lunch ..
Jac , eun and darl left afterward .
Went to 551 slacked awhile ,
then follow by godma house ..
Homed at 7plus .. ;D

P.S : Thank yz for walking me to the bus-stop . ;D Lovees ya !

2010-02-28T18:36:00.003+08:00

Cute ??? HAHAS !!

27/02/10
Meet darl at 5plus at my place ,
Went to meet eun at cs later onward .
shop shop and bought one dress . ;D
Went cs play jubeat afterward , saw jianwen . ;D
Ter , jon , bran , ryan , jh come afterward . ;D
Go open plaza slack slack ...
Timezone afterward ..
Homed at 12plus . ;D

28/02/10
Kinda shag , i missed the chingay performance done by bibi ... ):
Haiii ....

Tagged Replied :

28 Feb 10, 02:26

Jonathan: tag tag!
ELAINE : Thank Thank ... ;D

2010-02-25T22:13:00.002+08:00

Above is some picture that're like 2 year ago ???
Flashback my previous photo album ,
Was thinking that last time ,
I'm really childish and haven grown up ...
Anyways ,
Went find boyfr's with darl and bran ...
Deliver breakfast for him ... ;D
Went school with them afterward and late once again ... Zzz
I gotta improve myself already cannot always like that ...
School still fine ,
Lesson end at 2 , meet eun , darl , bran , ryan and yz ... ;D
bran and ryan went off 1st ...
Went 539 mac awhile
then went to 531 to meet bran , ryan , terry and jh . ;D
Went to slack at 551 afterward ...
Veron come later ...
Then boyfr's say coming with ken and jac . ;D
Soon , went 539 coffee shop to meet boyfr's , jon , ken and jac . ;D
Went to forget what block downstair and slack awhile .
Then yz and boyfr's accompany me to bus-stop ...
Should be taking 45 homed de but eventually didn't
due to i forget to take my wallet plus new uniform .
Darl later deliver to me ...
Instead of taking 45 now ,
took 17 homed ... ;D
Reach homed 8.00pm plus . ;D

P.S : Thank yz and darl and boyfr's for accompanying ... ;D
P.S : HAPPY 1ST MONTH !! Darl and bran and of course me and boyfr's ... ;D
P.S : Boyfr's ! I'll keep on counting till never stop ! . ;D
P.S : Darl and bran must last long also .. ;D

Tagged Replied :

KY: hahas here you go your tag.. And have a nice time with your bf all day long
ELAINE : Hahas ! Thank . ;D

EUNICE: hello elaine! i damn long nvr tag you already right, hehe. dnt sad already okay. love you. (:
ELAINE : Lols !!! I'm not sad !! hahahs don't disappointed okays! xD ... love you too . ;D

2010-02-23T21:50:00.002+08:00

Woke up at 0715 today ...
Went school and late ...
Lesson all the way to 2plus ...
Meet eunice and co .
Went blk 55 with eunice for some talking and etc's
Elvy came afterward .
Had Japanese Food for lunch ... Yummy yummy!!! ;D
Went kcc for k afterward ...
Homed at 7plus ... ;D

I'm so lost , not knowing what i should do ...
Somehow , every path for me is like a dead end
Reality ? or just being agitated ?
I wish i could be more decisive ...
I wish i could have more courage ...
I wish i know what i should do ............

2010-02-22T23:28:00.004+08:00

Didn't went school today ,
wake up at 1plus today ...
Accompany sister and co. bring niece to see doc .
Have lunch with they all later ...
4plus ,
Went down to 530 to find boyfr's , darl , brandon , nu er , kenny , terry , eunice , adrian , magdeline and ryan (sorry if i miss out your name . )
Went godma house later ,
slacked slacked awhile ,
Dinner at 85 with co.
Homed at 9plus ... ;D

Tagged Replied :

Magdeline: Dasao ! <: haha
ELAINE : Lols ! . Dont call me Da Sao luhhs ... I'm not that old .. Zzz

Don: Hey, taggg =D
ELAINE : Thank . :D

Jonathan: tag tag!
ELAINE : Thank Di ;D

(' ',)!Jesslyn: Relink me @http://l-overdoses.blogspot.com/! TYVM
ELAINE : Relink Soon , ;D

ELVY: more like you should give me angbao (: miss and love you darl. ♥
ELAINE : You give me i give you ! Fair and square ! .;D miss you too ! ♥

2010-02-18T21:42:00.003+08:00

Overdue picture ...

Out with boyfr's today ...
meet him at poly after that when to godma house play blackjack .
No win no lose in the end ... ;D
Homed at 7plus ... ;D

Tagged Replied :

wei yeow: happy new year pull ur ear hahahahahha .... tag
ELAINE : Lols ....

doraemon: LEAVE ME UR EMAIL BECOX I PRIVATE MY BLOG

ELAINE : How to leave ??? you never give me anything .. Zzz

2010-02-16T16:41:00.002+08:00

Random picture ... Zzz

14/2/10
When pai nian in the afternoon and at night
went out with bibi , magdeline , darling , brandon , kenny , jonathan .. ;D
watch percy and the lightning theft .
Rating 3/5 ...

15/2/10
At home do religious stuff for the entire day ...
tired ...

16/2/10
Suppose to go auntie house but i ain't going i think ...
Gotta do my schoolwork .. . ;D
Till here reader .. ;D

Tagged Replied :

jiaqi: Mummy! Thanks for your tag! (: love ya! (:
ELAINE : ;D Love you too ;D

Zegna♥: hello bi !!!!
ELAINE : HELLO !!!!!!!!! ;D

ELVY: hello darl, happy cny in advance!
ELAINE : Happy CNY too darl ... Never give me ang pow ??? xD

doraemon: here to leave u a tagged^^last long with my didi egna!
ELAINE : Hahas ... thank .. ;D

wei yeow: tagged
ELAINE : Thank bro . ;D

Jonathan: happy new year!!~~
ELAINE : Happy HU year !! ;D

Hawa: Tagged:D
ELAINE : Thank babe ... ;D

2010-02-08T20:07:00.002+08:00

6/2/10
When out to parkway with darling to walk walk shop shop ..
genesis come find us aftermath .
Back to bedok to meet up with brandon , terry , jian hao , jonathan ...
Went platform to slack awhile .
bibi and kenny come meet us afterward ...
Homed at 4am plus reaching 5 ...

7/2/10
Out with genesis to buy contact lenses ,
meet sister afterward ...
Homed at 10pm plus ...

8/2/10
Went school , meet bibi afterward to accompany him go see doctor at poly ..
Had kfc for lunch ...
Homed at 6pm plus ...

Mood : vexed and fed up ...

Tagged Replied :

ELVY: taaaaaaaaaaagged!
ELAINE : Love ya ... darling .. ;D

ELVY: Love
ELAINE : Love you too ... ! ;D

Jonathan: thanks for the smiley face on my hand ^^!
ELAINE : Hahas , must credits me !! xD

2010-02-06T15:03:00.003+08:00

Some overdue picture ... ;D

Tagged Replied :

KELLYYYYY: LastSuperLonnng with Zegna ! (:
ELAINE : Alright . ;D

Jonathan: tag u!
ELAINE : Hahas ,, ;D

Jacqueline: tagged mummy, loveyou
ELAINE : Thank nu er , Loveee you too . ;D

weiyeow: tag
ELAINE : ;D

2010-02-02T01:39:00.002+08:00

7 Star and counting on ....

Tagged Replied :

denise: tag for you sist. (L)
ELAINE : Tagged for you too sist. ;D

weiyeow: yo yo yo tagged uh .....
ELAINE : Thank . ;D

ELVY: tagged darling.
ELAINE : Darling , Love you too . ;D

weiyeow: tag
ELAINE : Hahas . ;D

2010-01-30T16:20:00.003+08:00

我的心很痛 , 我好累 ...
Hopefully , I'll be able to catch up with your footsteps .
You seem so far away ...

Tagged Replied :

Veronica: Last long with Zegna (:
ELAINE : Okays ... :)

weiyeow: tagged haahha ....
ELAINE : Hahas , tyvm . ;D

sherlyn: i tagged liao lol..
ELAINE : Tagged then tagged luhhhs ...

BRANDON: relink
ELAINE : relink you soon . ;D

Jonathan: relink
ELAINE : reliink you soon . ;D

2010-01-27T17:08:00.004+08:00

School was fine today .
Skip PAL test ... when in school at 10 plus ..
Had lesson all the way to 2.30 .. ;D
Homed with elvy ...
Reach at home at 4plus .. ;D

Tagged Replied :

weiyeow: bro last long with zegna wor hahahaha ......................
ELAINE : Hehes , i'll de bro . ;D

jianwen-: grats (:
ELAINE : hahas thank . ;D

ELVY: last long darling!
ELAINE : You Too Darling . ;D

Jacqueline: last long mummy! ^^v
ELAINE : Hahas , Thank nu er .. i'll de . ;D

Jacqueline: Yay, i got heart!!
ELAINE : Of course you got heart . ;D you're my beloved nu er lerhs . ;D

sherlyn^^: oi...bo tagged mi..u gd...
ELAINE : OEI ! you bo tagged me also .... Zzz

Jonathan: last long with zegna!
ELAINE : Hahas , i'll de ;D

zegna: here to tag bi

ELAINE : BI !!!!! I MISS YOU LUHHHS !!

BRANDON: tagged , link me

ELAINE : Hahas , linked le . ;D

2010-01-25T21:34:00.003+08:00

When over to school with elvy today . ;D
Homed with elvy at 2plus ? ;D
When over to school to watch floorball
Head over to bbt with ian , jian hao , terry , jonathan , brandon and bi . ;D
Homed at 9plus . ;D

ZEGNA ZYS !
I LOVE YOUUU LUHHHS !
I want to last as long as possible with you .. ;D
25/01/10
20.24 ;D

Tagged Replied :

weiyeow: finally see u hahahahahaha ................ sebei sian sia
ELAINE : Hahas , ;D yea yea long time never see you le ...

Jonathan: tag ^.^!
ELAINE : ;D :D :D

Shiping: Hellooooo! :B.
ELAINE : Hello . ;D

zegna: tag tag ♥
ELAINE : I LOVE YOU LUHHHHS !!

Denise: thanks babe. (L)
ELAINE : No need thanks . ;D

Siti Hawa: Elaine! Linky needed. http://saranghaeyo-hawa.onsugar.com
ELAINE : Link you up soon .. ;D

2010-01-22T14:34:00.003+08:00

Feeling of the day let this song guide it ...

勇气 ---梁静茹

终于做了这个决定
别人怎么说我不理
只要你也一样的肯定
我愿意天涯海角都随你去
我知道一切不容易
我的心一直温习说服自己
最怕你忽然说要放弃
爱真的需要勇气
来面对流言蜚语
只要你一个眼神肯定
我的爱就有意义
我们都需要勇气
去相信会在一起
人潮拥挤我能感觉你
放在我手心里你的真心
如果我的坚强任性
会不小心伤害了你
你能不能温柔提醒
我虽然心太急更害怕错过你

...

2010-01-20T18:32:00.003+08:00

Man , i'm getting crazy already ...
All i wish is a quieter home without anyone shouting here and there every time ...
Financial problem of the house is getting more and more serious ..
What should i do ???
Feel like having a weekend job to support myself so as to stop
getting pocket money , but i can't ! ! !
My studies will be affected ...
My relationship with er jie is getting from bad to worse ...
I can't imagine why she had to do this to me cause of a guy ...
She know for sure how much i hate to see him yet bringing him
in front of me everyday ??? WTF !!
Sometime i really envy other girl of my age .
They had a complete family , they can always go out with their healthy mummy and daddy
go shopping and really enjoy
while me ? i can never had these ...
Mummy and daddy left me while i was primary 4 and i'm living with papa .
Now they are back with me again but this time
Mummy is suffering from some walking and mental disability and daddy is having dialysis ..
While my papa gotta work from morning till midnight now to support the family ...
Like what other said , i'm independent , i'm strong but in
fact i'm just like other ordinary girl .
I too want to take care of , want to have someone to rely on ,
but can i ?
Da jie family problem had worsen now and somehow i think she getting crazy
over household chores that she gotta take over since mummy left .
I think i need to be mentally prepare to take care of the house cause i know i
can't rely on er jie ..
If only there isn't any financial plus family problem
how nice will my home be ....

2010-01-20T18:27:00.002+08:00

Wake up at 6 today ,
down to 511 with jian hao to meet the rest for breakfast ...
when school aftermath .
Lesson was still okays ...
After school , gotta go back to school for some problems ...
Hai , should be accompany zegna to see doc de ,
but no choice ...
When inter had lunch with co. afterward .
Elvy , jac , kenny came to join us later .. ;D
Homed at 5plus ...

2010-01-19T15:15:00.006+08:00

我很烦 !!! 不知道应该做什么啦 !!!!
接受也不对 , 不接受也不对 ...
啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊 !!!!!!!!!
自己倒底是不是也已经爱上他了 ...
我不知道啦 !!!!!
如果你真的爱我 , 那么就给我多一点时间
好让我确定自己的感觉 ...

Tagged Replied :

jiaqi: Elaine! I'm here to tag! Cheers! (:
ELAINE : Hahas , thank ;D

weiyeow: tag tag hahahaha ,,,, sian sian sian sian
ELAINE : O.o ??

sherlyn: dots..
ELAINE : LOLS ???

zegna: no wind ...blog jump jump jump to your blog lor =D
ELAINE : Orhs .... ;D

Jeannie: Kkz pretty! Takecare
ELAINE : Take good care too yea , pretty .. ;D

Shanice,: Will link you soon oki !
ELAINE : Alright alright . See you soon . ;D

ah liang: view and tags take care:D
ELAINE : You're ???

sherlyn^^: relinked
ELAINE : Relinked you soon ... :D

Magdeline: Tagged . (:
ELAINE : Thank babe . ;)

zegna: hello=D
ELAINE : Hi hi :)

Jonathan: tag tag
ELAINE : Tagged you back le . ;D takes care ...

2010-01-09T00:05:00.002+08:00

Finally , I put the full stop .
Life is so harsh on me ...
Thought i'm the one that really cannot bare to ...
But i manage to drive him away ...
Bye Bye ...

Tags Replied :

sherlyn^^: haha!!!
ELAINE : LOLS ?

sherlyn^^: don be sad worhs!! anythin u could find mi understand..i always be thr;P
ELAINE : Thank girl . ;D i'm fine already ...

jonathan: linked u up already cheer up cheer up!~
ELAINE : Hahas , Thank di . ;D

hey yo brother tagged ah: message
ELAINE : Hahas , i'll de .. ;D

zegna: tag tag =D
ELAINE : 0.o ? What wind blow you to my blog de ???

2010-01-07T16:36:00.003+08:00

I'm no longer your princess neither are you my prince ,
Therefore this heartbreaking never lasting story should
come to a full stop .
As the author of this book , i decided that i shall stop
producing series of it ...
In another 12 day will be completely a year that we break off ...
Hopefully , Life will be better for me after i bring up my red pen
and finally put a full stop ...
I'll never forget those happy moment i have with you thus
I hope you can remember it as well ...
Sad moment let us throw it away ...
If you're leaving i won't stop it again ...
It the last romance ...
Although I still love you , But I'll let it go ...

08/10/08 10.56pm ...
(352463)(ELAINE) + (729429)(SAYHAW)
Shall forever be a part of history ...

2010-01-06T15:54:00.002+08:00

If it doesn't bother me , why did it still hurt me so ?
Is it frustration or jealousy that is implanted in me
when ever i saw you with another girl ?
Serious , I don't want to face the reality ...
I feel like crying by which i didn't in the end ...
I still try to put on a strong front to cover up
all my emotion that I'm actually hiding inside me ...
Why does you keep breaking your promises ?
I'm alone now , yet you're making thing worst for me ...
For once i thought you really love me , and are providing me
with the unconditional and irrevocably love that I'm actually
seeking for ...
But still , Everything still go back the square 1 regardless of
how much I had been tolerating and giving ..
I'm really tired ....

2010-01-04T00:01:00.002+08:00

Hey peepos ! I'm back ... Update due to the request of my Ah di . ;D
31/12/09
When out to meet jacqueline and elvy at t1 then when to cs to meet kenny and co .
When to a certain pub after that ...
Sing etc's

Homed at 4am plus reaching 5 ...

Tagged Replied :

sherlyn: yo finally updated lols...
ELAINE : Hahas ...

boonmay: what job are you working as? DD can intro! haha
ELAINE : I'm not working le .. ;D

weiyeow: hello tagged hahahahhaa
ELAINE : THANK YOU !! xD

sherlyn: ARGHHH....update mah...
ELAINE : Chill update liaos ...

junhao: tagged!
ELAINE : Thank . ;D

sherlyn: UPDATE LAHHHHH...
ELAINE : Update liaos luhhhhs !!

sherlyn: heheh..FINALLY UPDATED HAHAX..lol someone say me sth in my blog lols..hate sia..
ELAINE : I go see le ...

xBLUR: Hello. Rosie here. Relink. Tq. Plus mind being gan ?
ELAINE : Relink you soon ... Sorry i don't really keep gan ...

sherlyn: UPDATE!!!! `~`
ELAINE : Okays ...

junhui: tag:)
ELAINE : Thank :D

jonathan: jie link me up and tag!
ELAINE : Ah di uhs ! You never give link how i link ???

2009-12-12T23:02:00.004+08:00

Hahas , updated due to the request of sher ....
Working nowadays ... sucks , so tired pay less long hours ..
but no choice i need money ...
Know two new girl from work place that seem so friendly ...
Yes payday tomorrow le .. ;D
so high ...
Thinking what should i do with my pay ...
Buy clothes ? Buy bag ? or shoes ??? or maybe all three or also save up
for school reopen ...
Hahas ...
Life is getting sucky and suckier everyday ...
But still i'm loving it ...
Tomorrow will be a better day .... (i suppose)

Tags will be repiled later ...

2009-12-05T23:25:00.003+08:00

Haven been updating for !@#$%^days ...
Blog so dead ... zZz ...
Will update now ...
When over to work for the past few week and ya ,
did enjoy and upset myself as well ...
When over to cs with sh later on
Homed at 7pm ...
Still thinking of whether wanted to quit or not ....

Tagged Replied :

ELVY: good luck for your tests my dear.
ELAINE : Hey girl , i advance ;D see you soon for camp ...

sherlyn: haha..lols...smack my ass lei...good luck lah..
ELAINE : I'll smack it hard ... hehes .. ;D

denise: tagged girl. :}
ELAINE : Tagged you back yea ? ;D Miss ya ...

jun hui: link wo and tell me ur email to get invited:)
ELAINE : I don't know your email how to tell you ?

"Jaslyn: ♥ hie can add mi in msn? x-ahmei@hotmail.com
ELAINE : Who are you ?

ALFRED: SUP GIRL!!! TAGGED!!!
ELAINE : SUP !!!

wenzhen.y: Hey girl , i've link you already (:
ELAINE : Hahas , thank .. ;D

denise: eh sist, one word for you. UPDATEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
ELAINE : UPDATEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE already . ;D

boonmay: ELAINE!
ELAINE : BOONMAY !!!!!!

Jesslyn: Tagged

ELAINE : Thank ;D

2009-11-16T13:20:00.002+08:00

Had been working on sat , when ktv with workplace people .
Homed at 2.30 .

Special thank to wen hao , shi hui and mao mao ???(don't know your name) for sending me homed .

Thank to natalie also for the talk session ...

Woke up at 6pm on sun when over to a funeral ,
Homed at 2plus ...

When over to school today for my retest , i think i can pass my SS with good result barhs ,
as i write untill my hand aches .
As for chem , i'm sure that i could pass but not sure of the result ..
Tomorrow , will be having maths and physics retest . Hope that i could pass with
flying colour ...
Homed at 1plus , going out later to funeral again ...
Update later ...

Tags Replied :

sherlyn: lol...u will be fine don think too much..okays...any problem message me hoh...
ELAINE : Hahas , thank girl .. I hope so ...

LMM ; ROSIE: Hello . Relnik. (: Tq .
ELAINE : Hahas , relink you soon ...

jackey: what ?! why the **** i see my bloody ****ing name ?
ELAINE : Huh ?? i Can't ****ing understand what you saying ...

weiyeow: hmmm. u when can meet me yo .... lol fly lei hahahaha i swim can hahahahaha jackies's
ELAINE : I anytime de , you just call me or msg me can le ...

sherlyn: LOLS..IT BEEN USE BY ME HAHA
ELAINE : LOLS ! Smack your ass !! ..

Yumiko,: My dear girl, cheerup okay! Everything will be fine, it just needs time, anything can come & seek me okay! I would be there, had h2h talk with you that time! Haha, luvvv! <3.
ELAINE : Thank you my dearest girl ... Don't worry i;m fine now . ;D love you too !

junhao: tagged!
ELAINE : Tagged your back le ... ;D

xiuqing: hello dear. link me link me! cya on next sat! love~
ELAINE : Hahas , Linked you soon .. !

Jordan Lee: Hey relink me thnks :}
ELAINE : Hahas , relink you soon .. ;D

2009-11-11T16:05:00.003+08:00

Kinda wondering , why other girls in my age can enjoy their life so fully and so carefree
while i can't ...
Every time when i home it's just feel like I'm back to my troubles place ..
Shouting here and there , problem here and there ...
Seriously , there's a lot of thing i wanted , but i don't dare to ask anymore as i
know it's will cause a burden ...
Living with a mask everyday , is what I'm doing so often ...
I'm able to cheer others up by why not myself ?
Why am i being so different from other , we're of the same age yet
I'm living so differently ...
Trying real hard to help out , in the end ?
I failed ...
Regretted why in the past i didn't went to school and study properly .
And now ? i gotta spend additional two week in school just to get myself promoted .
Sometime i really do wonder , shall i just just gave up on my studies and went off to
work to decrease the burden of the family now or shall i continue to study and increase their
burden for now and repay them back in the future ...
Till now , my answer is still a blank ...
Brother tears drop the other day , follow by mine .
Realize that I'm being such a useless person all the while ...
So what if I'm working now ? I can't even earn enough for myself ...
I'm tired also , but what can i do ?
How i wish i can just bring back a few thousand of
cash to clear my house expenses one day .
Seeing family member face fill with troubles and sadness has make me feel more
like a failure ...
All i wish is a peaceful family with happiness not a family that wonder when will
the electricity be gone , when will the internet be gone , and when will the house be gone ...
Is that so hard ?
I know as compared to other I'm considered a lucky follow because i still know
where I can go back to ...
But I'm afraid of when this home of mine will be gone ...
Although every time i told other if there's a will , there's a way but
when is my way coming to find me ? .
How i wish i can go back to the past when I'm still a child who doesn't have to worry
about all this things ...
But still one word true from my heart ,
Pa , i never ever blame you for letting me go through all this , instead I'm grateful
because you raise me up while knowing that I'm not your own daughter ..
Thank you for letting me accompany you to go through this together ...

2009-11-11T15:49:00.003+08:00

Went off to school as usual ,
Library with charmaine , shiping during free period .
After school went for a puff as usual with co.
Went inter with chin how and sher to accompany chin how to wait for his friend ..
;D Homed at 2plus ... ;D

Tags Repiled :

sherlyn: haha..lols...tagged more often lah..hehe
ELAINE : Kays luhhs ... hehes ... xD
sherlyn: yo si wu gui...hahaha
ELAINE : Oei ! si wu gui can only be used by meeee ! xD

winfred: tagged and linked :]
ELAINE : Alright . ;D

M.H: Boo~Tagged! ;D
ELAINE : 0.o ? so long then have one tags ... zZz

junhao: tagged ue too!
ELAINE : Alright .. ;D

ian: hihi {: tagged u...
ELAINE : 0.o ? what wind blow you to blog ?? xD

weiyeow: hey yo ... lol i also know ... she at genting yo .... Jackey"s wor
ELAINE : Then went meeting me for your thing !! .. 0.o .. fly over find her ! xD Lols ZzZ ...

2009-11-10T20:43:00.003+08:00

School was fine today , Went out with shiping , chin how and co.
Chin how and co. went off first .
homed sweet homed at 6plus ...

P.S : If only i had never meet him ... Maybe the ending is different now ...

Tags Replied :

sherlyn: lol..bo tagged arh...
ELAINE : Haaas , will tagged you later de luhhs .. mai complain luhhhs .. xD

jackey: tagged... :'(
ELAINE : Thank , take care alright ? ...

2009-11-09T01:18:00.009+08:00

Ages since i last blogged ,
had been out with shiping , winfred , ryan , cloud and co . ,
lionel and sh for this few day .
When off to work on sat and my sale suck .
kinda hating it , should have chiong more ...

P.S : Thank xiang ming for your help on sat ...

Tags Replied :

sherlyn: lols...cheer up..wish juz u can come school to play around...i juz don wish that u giv up on ur subject..not givin u stress but ..really miss u...
ELAINE : Miss you too , had been going school le . now is you ...

sherlyn: btw tagged
ELAINE : Thank girl .

Bryannnnnnn.: Do relink.
ELAINE : Relink you soon .

doraemon"eda": tagged^^take caiires.
ELAINE : Thank , take care too ...

junhao: y0! tagged
ELAINE : Hey yo !!

zx: tagged
ELAINE : Thank ..

crazee: relink . http://dancethatbeat2.onsugar.com/
ELAINE : Relink you soon .

denise: Cheyyyy, i luv you too! Ahahas.
ELAINE : I know you do ... xD

sherlyn: yo..sucker
ELAINE : Yo Suckgirl ! ...

{♥}Emelia(:: Hellos !! (: Jie Jie <33 Here Tuhh taq euu ya !! (: <33
ELAINE : Thank mei ..

{♥}Emelia(:: Meet up soon ya (: <33 Miss && Love you . . Muackssss ! ! (: <33333
ELAINE : Alright ...

{♥}Emelia(:: take good care of yourself ya !! (: <3333 :D D
ELAINE : Don't worry i'll .

Fiona: haa , i will link you when i'm free . sorry . i'm terrible sick today , only sell one card today wth
ELAINE : Can , Sick must rest not work luhhs girl ...

redalert-jie wen: yoyo:)
ELAINE : Hi ..

sherlyn: yo gurl...
ELAINE : Yo ~ ...

doraemon: hihih:)im here tut tagged^^
ELAINE : Hahas , thank i know ... xD

weiyeow: hello bro .... wad u doing yo this few days i am bored wahhhhh
ELAINE : Work , study , eat , sleep and shit .. haas .. Go find your girlfriend ? xD

denise: hey girl, tagged (L)
ELAINE : Hey Hey , Love you too .. i miss you luhhs ...

2009-11-03T16:03:00.003+08:00

School was fine today , doing nothing much

after school slack with my babe and co.

Homed at 1plus ..

2009-11-01T20:31:00.002+08:00

Hello here ,
So long since i lasted blogged , blog is getting dead and MORE dead ..
no choice , I'm lazy and tired ..
When over for work yesterday and nothing much ...

till here .

I'm getting so used to life without
you ...

2009-10-24T17:00:00.002+08:00

New job coming up soon i suppose ,

should be having enough time and

separation for me to forget about you .

He's working now from morning till night ,

the time we see each other is lesser

now , yea , it's a good thing .

P.S : I LOVE 336473

2009-10-14T03:25:00.003+08:00

He's a fortunate guy with two girl guarding on his way on life ,

But he do not know how to make it clear to those girl ,

in result , making both girl leading the path of loving him unconditionally .

He's somehow taking things for granted ; like as if it's suppose to be this way .

One guy with two girl , how can it be this way ???

Both girl are in close relationship with one another , and was giving him

to each another and the guy ? he said he don't want either of the girl

but ended up ? telling both girl i love you on same day ...

I suppose girl E should try to give you up entirely instead of guarding and loving him like

she always do ...

2009-10-08T23:42:00.005+08:00

Baby boy ,

One year ago , just today , we were official known as couple

at 10.56pm .

But one year later ?

Everything wasn't the same .

i wish to celebrate , but now ?

i cant ...

You took my heart away on the same date a year ago

and never return it back to me ...

If there's still a chance , i won't let you go easily like what i did in the past ,

and for sure , i'll cherish you ...

2009-10-08T15:24:00.005+08:00

Hey peepo , i'm back for posting .

Alright this few day had been busy with work .

let start from date whereby i had memory about it .

4/10/09

When over to sheng fu tan to help out

homed at 9plus . ;D

5/10/09

When over to work at 6.30 .

ended at 10.30 and when to sing K

with sister and co . homed at 3plus . ;D

6/10/09

Doing nothing but rotting at homed ! !

hehes ..

7/10/09

When over to work at 5 plus

end at 9 .

homed at 10 ;D .

08/10/09

Today , somehow it's a special date for me

as if we never had break up , it would had been our

one year anniversary .

I still love him so much , does he know ?

how i wish i could celebrate today with him but

it's impossible and meaningless already ..

But still , i'll be waiting ...

2009-10-04T01:23:00.001+08:00

busy up with work , religious stuffs and school ...

Had not been going to school for someday due to tiredness

hopefully dear friend you'll understand .

2009-09-27T03:00:00.002+08:00

Watch phobia 2 today with dearest kor kor and co. at 4plus .

and now , i think my gastric is somehow giving me problem .

It's hurt like fuck , stupid de .

Well , hoping i won't get serious gastric problem as somehow my intitution told me

that i'll get it soon .

EOY coming le , and i ? have not even start studying .

Well , my result show me that i'm gonna retain le .

hope that's not true , but if it really happen , yea , i think i'm gonna face it

as it the troubles that i cause myself .

Have not been going to school for a week le .

Just hope that there's still enough time to catch up .

P. S : Butterfiles are beautiful , but they last for only a moment just like you .

2009-09-24T00:27:00.003+08:00

Definite the true meaning of love ...
Was it mean to give up your love one to grant
the others ? Or fight in the triangle
hoping to stand out to win effortlessly .
Abstain damages that are unnecessary
for the sake of the person you love ?
Sheared tear that are uncountable
just because of the feeling he gave ?

Once again , I'm falling deep back into the black hole
with regard to the issues between BGR and kinship ...
Dearest girl , i hope you understand ,
something it's better to have it once than have it now ...

2009-09-21T22:23:00.002+08:00

Alright , for now I'm trying to revive my half-dead blog .
Cannot really remember what i did in the pass few day ,
so let begin with yesterday .

20/09/09
Had been rotting at home till 8pm plus .
Meet up with my dearest kor kor to collect my headphone . ;D
I'm kinda loving it .
After that , when 116 to find ping kwang and kahyi to play basketball ,
And i sprain my middle finger ! !!
Alvin , wei shen , guo zhong and jian cheng come afterward ...
Played true and double dare later on ,
should be continuing with our game de , but due to some reason ,
we had no choice but to dismiss .
Homed sweet homed at 11pm plus .

2009-09-09T03:31:00.005+08:00

07/09/09
Out with fucker ar morning around 10am .
When over to tampine to had our breakfast . ;D
Had some camwhoring session . ;D
Reach home at 3plus . ;D
After that out with meng hwee at 7.30pm
to tampine to pei him buy his ear stud ,
Back to bedok at 9pm plus
and slack awhile . ;D
Reach home at 11pm . ;D

2009-09-07T00:12:00.001+08:00

Currently , I'm missing someone so much ...

2009-09-02T23:09:00.007+08:00

31/08/09
Out with meng hwee , alvin and co. for a pool session . ;D
Enjoy myself that day . ;D
Reach home at 12amplus .

1/9/09 ;D
Actually should be cycling but to the rain , we change our destination to ECP .
Alright , was out to ECP with priscilla at 4pm plus . ;D
Had subway has lunch and yea , lots of happening stuff happen ;D
"HORNY BASTARD" hahas , only pris and i know ;D
After that , back to bedok to find meng hwee kor kor to slack slack awhile ;D
Home sweet home at 11pm plus ;D

2/9/09
When off to school , meet meng hwee at 4pm plus
and walked all the way to ECP again ... ZzZ
But sure indeed it's was fun .
After that , slack at house downstair with hwee . ;D
Home sweet home at 9pm plus .

2009-08-30T04:15:00.003+08:00

Coated with honey , seal with a kiss .
If you're the boy answer me this .
Was it true that you love me ?
Was it real it last for 5 year ?
If yes it do , wait for me ,
Till the day that I'm ready .
If no it wasn't , Give it up ,
Cause i may not be the one for you .

Fated seem to be making
a fool out of us .
When i love you , you give up ,
When i give up , you love me .
Let time prove that my conclusion are wrong ,
If it was our destiny ,
let both of us have the feeling back ,
and change the reality .
Boy , will we be together ?

2009-08-30T01:23:00.004+08:00

Some overdue pictures . ;D

Alright it's been !@#$%$# day since i last blogged .
I shall blogged now .

26/8/09
Went amore with denise and sherlyn ;D
Do some belly dancing , swimming , stream bath
and stretch feet exercise with them which was fun
but resulting in cramping .
homed at 9pm plus . ;D

27/8/09
Went to dhoby ghaut ? with meng hwee 4pm plus
to watch year one ;D which were quite a nice movie ;D
After that , had bento as dinner .
When orchard , somerset to shop shop . ;D
Homed at 12am plus ;D

28/8/09
Went to Tampines with meng hwee at 5pm plus
to buy my landyard .
Had teppanyaki as dinner ;D
Homed at 12am plus

29/8/09
Went to dhoby ghaut with meng hwee and co. at 1pm plus
Watch final destination 3D which was a GOOD! movie ;D
after that , walked around west area
Homed at 1am plus ;D

P.S : Thank andrew for your arm ...

2009-08-21T19:51:00.002+08:00

Thing are all so happening ,
the most unpredictable thing happen again and again .
Tragedy happen again and again upon me .
Wondering just how much longer i can stand .
我好累了 .
A true smile is something i desire , but i can't seem to get it .
Leaving with a mask is something i do everyday .
I wish and i wish to get out of those miserable memories .
好想有真正的辛福 ,,,

2009-08-17T21:51:00.002+08:00

Apparently , i lost my phone ...
To the fucking who took my phone :
You yourself so Fsuking pathetic is it ?
not even have enough money to buy yourself a phone .
I tell you i already had made a police report .
If you return to me i sua .
If not , don't let me found out who took it i make sure he/she die .

P.S : Peep out there want to contact me simpily tagged my board
with name and i shall mail you the way to contact me ...

2009-08-16T16:16:00.002+08:00

To Some peep :
If you're referring to me on your post , then i gotta clear myself .
Firstly , let talk about the link , i admit that you're the one that started it first .
but after that , you are the one that think about my link together .
Secondly , picture i snap it without thinking of anything regarding to your blog ,
Thirdly , song i mainly just go for my liking .
As for the promises things , i admit once again that i fail my promise about going
to school often . I did promise you always in the first place , but after that , i say don't know
or see first which doesn't even equal to promising you .
As for the job thing , i remember i always say see first and i didn't even promise you about it .
You're the one that think that i promise you about it and keep on "forcing" me to accept it
without even think about my own situation .
I'm not trying to push the blame or what , is just that i think i wasn't the only one
to blame .
Whether you believe it or not , my conscience is clear .
If you me to change anything , tell me straight without hiding this and that .
Lastly , i don't wish this thing will affect our friendship .
You should know that i'm referring to you ...

2009-08-09T17:15:00.002+08:00

1) Are you sinqle or attached ?
Ans: It's complilcated

2) Do you have a person you like ?
Ans: Somehow , yes

3)What is the name of your person you in love with ?
Ans: Mr.Turtle ...

4)If the person you in love and your mother dropped into the sea , who will you save?
Ans: No one , cause i can't swim ..

5)Have you hug someone before ?
Ans: Who doesn't ?

6)Do you love your parents ?
Ans: Yes ,

7)Will you hug the want you love ?
Ans: Depend ...

8)Are you willinq to do anythinq for your boyf/girlf ?
Ans: Depend .

9)Are you jealous now ?
Ans: Somehow yes .

10)Who is the last person who msq you ?
Ans: Winfred

11)Who is your clique ?
Ans: randoms

12)Do you want babies in future ?
Ans: Not really .

13)Do you prefer MacDonald , long john silver or KFC ?
Ans: I dont like all .

14)Do you sniff glue ?
Ans: Narhs , not interested .

15)Do you smoke ?
Ans: Yes .

16)If your boyf /girlf play 2 timer behind you , what will you do ?
Ans: No ideas .

17)If you rich , what will you do ?
Ans: Spend all i want ...

18)If the love wants held your hand , what will you do ?
Ans: Let him hold .

19)If the want you in love , reject you , what will you do ?
Ans: Move on , true love doesn't mean need to have him .

20)What is your favourite character ?
Ans: Narhs ...

21)Friendship or love ?
Ans: friendship .

22)Cookie monster or elmo ?
Ans: Cookie monster .

23)Do you use laptop or computer ?
Ans: Computer

24)Do you like lollipop ?
Ans: Yes ,

25)Do you have a diary ?
Ans: like duh , if not what I'm writing at .

26)there an admirer and wont die heart , what will you do ?
Ans: Ask him wait long long ...

27)If you quarrel wit your boyf / girlf , and ask for a break up , what will you do ?
Ans: Break lorhs , cannot force also .

28)Are you blur ?
Ans: Maybe yes , maybe not .

29)If you can have your hair dye , what colour do you want it to be ?
Ans: Red , dark purple .

30)Who is the last person you chatted with ?
Ans: lots ...

31)How many boyf / girlf have you beaten before ?
Ans: 2 .

32)If you boyf / girlf do not love you anymore , what will you do ?
Ans: Ask for a breakup .

33)What school are you in ?
Ans: PYSS

34)Taq 10 bestie or friends to do this quiz ?
Ans: Narhs ... not interested .

2009-08-06T00:48:00.004+08:00

Remember the days ,
where happiness are not far away ,
You stood still holding my hand
and told me you're not alone .
No matter what life bring
I'll hold you hand ,
I'll be there for you ,
I shall be the angel ,
that protects you with my life .

Tears of happiness follow ,
Thought i found my guardian angel .
But time prove that I'm wrong .
My angel turns out to be a devil
who's sucking my blood .
Being unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him ,
I allow my blood to be suck till the day it get dried .

One day , the devil told me ,
I love you and i mean it .
I'm happy like i was before .
Soon , evidences seem to prove
that he's lying to me once again .
Trying to run away from reality .
Trying to believe everything he said
but it's impossible .
Wondering should I
believe him or the reality .
How i wish i did not get to know it ,
and i shall stay like a fool in my own
digital fantasy world having you there
holding tightly to my hand ...

2009-08-02T00:35:00.001+08:00

Back to posting ,
today went off to vivo at 3plus to meet ben , shieh ying and co .
Had sushi as dinner , and went off at 6plus ,
7plus reaching 8 , went off to xinyan(jie) birthday celebration ;D
slack awhile later with co. , went off at 10plus ..
11plus after go home and change , went off to blk 122 ro meet up with sister for
some gathering dinner stuffs .
home sweet home at 12 ;D

P.S : HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHAN XIN YAN ;D

2009-07-29T01:41:00.002+08:00

Come across a ad by nuffnang and was kinda
sad about ...
Basically , it's about a 4 year old girl who is diagnosed with 4th stage neuroblastoma on 13th February 2009. She has 10 to 20% chance of living if she seek local treatment.
and 40 and 50% chance of living if she seek treatment at new york .
But there's a financial problem on this part .
Do refers to this link >
http://www.nuffnang.com.sg/forcharmaine/
for more information .
People out there try to help this girl out alright ,
I'm sure she deserve to be alive .

2009-07-23T16:31:00.003+08:00

Kinda moodless this few day ...
I can't believe that i actually are having a outbreak in school ...
Emotional break down too sudden and
i just can't help it .
We're over since long time ago ,
you should be lasting long with your
stead now .
Let get thing clear once and for all ...
my door is close and won't allow anyone to
invade in regardless of who are you .
Although i really wanted you back ,
but I'm not that selfish in resulting in causing pain for others .
Hope that you'll take responsibility for your
word and action and think twice before anything ...
I'm won't tolerate and give in to you when requests
are overboard ...

GOODBYE ...

2009-07-18T22:37:00.005+08:00

Today when over to ecp at 3pm plus to meet up with the rest
for a class outing ? ... i think so .
Stay there till 9plus it fun i suppose . ;D
Thank guy for it . ;D
i appreciate it . ;D

2009-07-16T23:55:00.001+08:00

How i wish i can start my life all over again ,
if only there is a time machine ...

2009-07-15T00:56:00.004+08:00

When cycling with precious ,
Had dinner with his mother and grandma . ;D
Reach home at 10plus ... ;D
Ohhh shagg , my leg is cramping wondering tomorrow
SCHOOL ? i think i ain't going ...

Hahas , the video which i had been waiting for 1month plus
finally arrive and the result are amazing and surprising !
Didn't expect things goes so well . ;D
I"m so glad about it . ;D

OH MY GODDESS ! , i can't resist the charm that simply
flow out of your eyes !
It's so alluring !
making me crazy .
Hearing your name had already let me FLY up high !
Man , it's so inexplicable !
I'm getting so HIGH over it ! WAAAAAAAAAAA !!!!

2009-07-12T21:17:00.004+08:00

The reasons behind every lies ,
Is lie after lies .
The reason behind every tears ,
Is sympathy and disappointment .
The reason behind every kiss ,
Is to control without price to pay .
The reason behind every hug ,
is to feel each others heart .

What the real reason behind true love ?
I wish i know ...

You may have a century to had love ,
But a day to lose everything .
Boy , I'm sorry if i did disappoint you .

2009-07-12T21:11:00.003+08:00

Firstly , Happy birthday to Mrs Toh . ;D
Thank for tolerating me although i know it's not easy ...
Yesterday went out to tampines .
Home sweet home at 10pm . ;D

2009-07-07T19:10:00.001+08:00

Why the hell you got to make thing so COMPLICATED ! !!

2009-07-05T22:23:00.001+08:00

Prove it out & i shall believe ...

2009-07-05T22:20:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps ! I'm back for blog .
Yesterday , went out at 11pm to meet precious .
Ate out supper and should be going over to east coast to ton with
mark .
Due to i don't feel like toning i went home at 12am plus ...
Sorry precious for psing you ..

LOST or disappear ?

2009-07-02T19:55:00.002+08:00

When to school today , ;D
Had STD education for assembly , lols the picture damn gross ...
When tamp with denise later on ...
Reach home at 6plus . ;D

Arghhhhh! , was checking my wardrobe just now and realize that i lost alot of clothing !!
I'm going crazy . i lost 4 short , 5 slogan tee , 2 mango clothing , 1 tanktop , 1 tube top , 1 formal tee and 4 normal wearing tee shirt Arghhh ! = My money all gone !
FUCK FUCK FUCK !!!

Forever & Never

2009-07-01T22:04:00.003+08:00

Didn't went to school today as I'm tired .
Meet up with precious and mark at around 5pm plus ..
went for pool session after that .
After pool , went jetty and slack awhile
Home sweet home at 9pm plus .. ;D

P.S : Thank precious for tobanging me for the whole day .. ;D

Kiss me in the rain ...

2009-06-30T21:11:00.002+08:00

Gotten a request from precious to update my blog ...
When to school today but didn't go for art lesson ...
During maths lesson , teacher told us that we will be
learning TOA CAH SOH(dua ka soh) tomorrow ..
I was like .. WTF ? laughing non-stop .
After school , went kfc for lunch with denise and nat .
Terrence join us later ..
Home sweet home at 5 .. ;D

2009-06-27T21:54:00.002+08:00

To add on to that post , 9am plus went for breakfast with brother .
11am meet up with denise and stepheno for movie(transformer) with dylan and co .
the whole ended at 8pm plus reaching 9pm ..
Bath etc , and maybe later going for pool with terrence ..
See if i can still tahan cause tomorrow morning ,
I'm meeting Leslie ... ;D

2009-06-27T08:25:00.003+08:00

Let talk about today ,
went out to meet terrence at 1am plus .
When jetty afterward , fish fish and mark came ..
Was hungry then , bought a packet of nasi lemak from some street vendor
and is the 1st time that i actually eaten thing from a street vendor ,
i realize that that packet of nasi lemak is so damn fucking delicious luhhs .
wondering is it because I'm hungry ...
After that , mark when back home at 4plus as he wanted to take something to do his training .
So me and terrence walk to the spot where we decided to meet , and guess what .
police car came , and we camouflage with some fishing people there ..
As the uncle was fishing , the police shine it headlight at us see already , and when off ..
Chat with those uncle with mark and terrence and had a fun time disturbing passer-by .
left that place at 6.30am ...
Reach home at 7plus , bath etc
and was blogging now .
Wondering should i go for movie session with dylan and co. ?
As I'm tired .

Freak it out

2009-06-26T19:33:00.003+08:00

Love is like a cigarette
once you started it , you'll
eventually get addicted to it .
Wish to kick that habit off , it's hard also .
I'll be your angel , For the last time .
Till i totally get over it ,
Although i don't wish to see you , talk to you .

LALAS

2009-06-24T19:28:00.003+08:00

Dedicated to TERRENCE KOK SHAO JUN .
Thank for being with me when i needed to cry on a shoulder
the most ...
I remember the first time we actually meet is thought last year
counseling camp .
And yeah , you actually added me on msn while i didn't know that .
Equal to you added me before that camp cause of my fan group ...
Lols ... Thank for tolerating all those punching that i inflict on your arm .
i bet it hurt as i hit it hard .
It's this year that we really bond together ...
I hope our friendship will last as long as possible .
Till we grow old , married and eventually die ...
And i won't forget the time you told me that i nearly cause you
to fall from a building of 6 storey high ...

Adore

2009-06-24T01:17:00.002+08:00

Dedicated to DENISE TAN ... .....

We had been sistar for three year le ..

Been though alot of random event , got funny , heartwarming , survival , Anger and so on .

From your mum like me till now your mum got bad impression of me ...

I remeber i used to tio you when i was sec 1 cause you make me angry due to some P.E

T-shirt stuff ...

But still i don't know why we didn't driff ..

Thank for tolerating my impulsive and bad-tempered .

I really love you so much . :D

It's a blessing to have you as my friend ..

Thank god for giving me such a great gift .

Although we didn't went out together too often .

I still enjoy times with you as you make me laugh like crazy women .

Thank for being with me when i needed someone the most . ;D

Fool

2009-06-23T01:50:00.004+08:00

Finally realize that I'm such a fool , fancy being cheated by him for such a long time ..
He lied to me , he told me he's single and will patch with me when he settle all his problem .
And i , believe in every word he say .
I regretted for falling in love with this jerk in the first place , and seriously ,
this is so far in my life the first thing i regretted .
Thank you WONGSAYHAW for teaching me such a good lesson .
thank for teaching me not to fall in love with guy and believe in their word easily .
You know what , NI HEN LAN ! .
You expect me to treat you nicely after knowing the truth .
You think what , I'm motionless people like you ?
It's a fact that I'll give you attitude .
In fact , I'm already very kind for not slapping you straight and hard into your face .
Although , I slap , beat you once to vent out my sadness .
I'm sorry that's not even 1% for the pain that I'm suffering in my heart
because of you .
I had never being such a fool in my life , you're the first one that make me
look like a fool ... You're so disgusting ! ..

WONGSAYHAW , now i curse you straight into your face , deep into your heart .
You'll never find true love , may you fail in everything given to you ,
lost everything and ended up become a beggar on the street
begging for food and money ...
And all this is only what you deserve ...