Hahas , updated due to the request of sher ....
Working nowadays ... sucks , so tired pay less long hours ..
but no choice i need money ...
Know two new girl from work place that seem so friendly ...
Yes payday tomorrow le .. ;D
so high ...
Thinking what should i do with my pay ...
Buy clothes ? Buy bag ? or shoes ??? or maybe all three or also save up
for school reopen ...
Hahas ...
Life is getting sucky and suckier everyday ...
But still i'm loving it ...
Tomorrow will be a better day .... (i suppose)

Haven been updating for !@#$%^days ...
Blog so dead ... zZz ...
Will update now ...
When over to work for the past few week and ya ,
did enjoy and upset myself as well ...
When over to cs with sh later on
Homed at 7pm ...
Still thinking of whether wanted to quit or not ....

Tagged Replied :

ELVY: good luck for your tests my dear.
ELAINE : Hey girl , i advance ;D see you soon for camp ...

sherlyn: haha..lols...smack my ass lei...good luck lah..
ELAINE : I'll smack it hard ... hehes .. ;D

denise: tagged girl. :}
ELAINE : Tagged you back yea ? ;D Miss ya ...

jun hui: link wo and tell me ur email to get invited:)
ELAINE : I don't know your email how to tell you ?

"Jaslyn: ♥ hie can add mi in msn? x-ahmei@hotmail.com
ELAINE : Who are you ?

ALFRED: SUP GIRL!!! TAGGED!!!
ELAINE : SUP !!!

wenzhen.y: Hey girl , i've link you already (:
ELAINE : Hahas , thank .. ;D

denise: eh sist, one word for you. UPDATEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
ELAINE : UPDATEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE already . ;D

boonmay: ELAINE!
ELAINE : BOONMAY !!!!!!

Jesslyn: Tagged

Had been working on sat , when ktv with workplace people .
Homed at 2.30 .

Thank to natalie also for the talk session ...

Woke up at 6pm on sun when over to a funeral ,
Homed at 2plus ...

When over to school today for my retest , i think i can pass my SS with good result barhs ,
as i write untill my hand aches .
As for chem , i'm sure that i could pass but not sure of the result ..
Tomorrow , will be having maths and physics retest . Hope that i could pass with
flying colour ...
Homed at 1plus , going out later to funeral again ...
Update later ...

Tags Replied :

sherlyn: lol...u will be fine don think too much..okays...any problem message me hoh...
ELAINE : Hahas , thank girl .. I hope so ...

LMM ; ROSIE: Hello . Relnik. (: Tq .
ELAINE : Hahas , relink you soon ...

jackey: what ?! why the **** i see my bloody ****ing name ?
ELAINE : Huh ?? i Can't ****ing understand what you saying ...

weiyeow: hmmm. u when can meet me yo .... lol fly lei hahahaha i swim can hahahahaha jackies's
ELAINE : I anytime de , you just call me or msg me can le ...

sherlyn: LOLS..IT BEEN USE BY ME HAHA
ELAINE : LOLS ! Smack your ass !! ..

Yumiko,: My dear girl, cheerup okay! Everything will be fine, it just needs time, anything can come & seek me okay! I would be there, had h2h talk with you that time! Haha, luvvv! <3.
ELAINE : Thank you my dearest girl ... Don't worry i;m fine now . ;D love you too !

junhao: tagged!
ELAINE : Tagged your back le ... ;D

xiuqing: hello dear. link me link me! cya on next sat! love~
ELAINE : Hahas , Linked you soon .. !

Jordan Lee: Hey relink me thnks :}
ELAINE : Hahas , relink you soon .. ;D

Kinda wondering , why other girls in my age can enjoy their life so fully and so carefree
while i can't ...
Every time when i home it's just feel like I'm back to my troubles place ..
Shouting here and there , problem here and there ...
Seriously , there's a lot of thing i wanted , but i don't dare to ask anymore as i
know it's will cause a burden ...
Living with a mask everyday , is what I'm doing so often ...
I'm able to cheer others up by why not myself ?
Why am i being so different from other , we're of the same age yet
I'm living so differently ...
Trying real hard to help out , in the end ?
I failed ...
Regretted why in the past i didn't went to school and study properly .
And now ? i gotta spend additional two week in school just to get myself promoted .
Sometime i really do wonder , shall i just just gave up on my studies and went off to
work to decrease the burden of the family now or shall i continue to study and increase their
burden for now and repay them back in the future ...
Till now , my answer is still a blank ...
Brother tears drop the other day , follow by mine .
Realize that I'm being such a useless person all the while ...
So what if I'm working now ? I can't even earn enough for myself ...
I'm tired also , but what can i do ?
How i wish i can just bring back a few thousand of
cash to clear my house expenses one day .
Seeing family member face fill with troubles and sadness has make me feel more
like a failure ...
All i wish is a peaceful family with happiness not a family that wonder when will
the electricity be gone , when will the internet be gone , and when will the house be gone ...
Is that so hard ?
I know as compared to other I'm considered a lucky follow because i still know
where I can go back to ...
But I'm afraid of when this home of mine will be gone ...
Although every time i told other if there's a will , there's a way but
when is my way coming to find me ? .
How i wish i can go back to the past when I'm still a child who doesn't have to worry
about all this things ...
But still one word true from my heart ,
Pa , i never ever blame you for letting me go through all this , instead I'm grateful
because you raise me up while knowing that I'm not your own daughter ..
Thank you for letting me accompany you to go through this together ...

Went off to school as usual ,
Library with charmaine , shiping during free period .
After school went for a puff as usual with co.
Went inter with chin how and sher to accompany chin how to wait for his friend ..
;D Homed at 2plus ... ;D

Tags Repiled :

sherlyn: haha..lols...tagged more often lah..hehe
ELAINE : Kays luhhs ... hehes ... xD
sherlyn: yo si wu gui...hahaha
ELAINE : Oei ! si wu gui can only be used by meeee ! xD

winfred: tagged and linked :]
ELAINE : Alright . ;D

M.H: Boo~Tagged! ;D
ELAINE : 0.o ? so long then have one tags ... zZz

junhao: tagged ue too!
ELAINE : Alright .. ;D

ian: hihi {: tagged u...
ELAINE : 0.o ? what wind blow you to blog ?? xD

weiyeow: hey yo ... lol i also know ... she at genting yo .... Jackey"s wor
ELAINE : Then went meeting me for your thing !! .. 0.o .. fly over find her ! xD Lols ZzZ ...

School was fine today , Went out with shiping , chin how and co.
Chin how and co. went off first .
homed sweet homed at 6plus ...

P.S : If only i had never meet him ... Maybe the ending is different now ...

Tags Replied :

sherlyn: lol..bo tagged arh...
ELAINE : Haaas , will tagged you later de luhhs .. mai complain luhhhs .. xD

jackey: tagged... :'(
ELAINE : Thank , take care alright ? ...

Ages since i last blogged ,
had been out with shiping , winfred , ryan , cloud and co . ,
lionel and sh for this few day .
When off to work on sat and my sale suck .
kinda hating it , should have chiong more ...

P.S : Thank xiang ming for your help on sat ...

Tags Replied :

sherlyn: lols...cheer up..wish juz u can come school to play around...i juz don wish that u giv up on ur subject..not givin u stress but ..really miss u...
ELAINE : Miss you too , had been going school le . now is you ...

sherlyn: btw tagged
ELAINE : Thank girl .

Bryannnnnnn.: Do relink.
ELAINE : Relink you soon .

doraemon"eda": tagged^^take caiires.
ELAINE : Thank , take care too ...

junhao: y0! tagged
ELAINE : Hey yo !!

zx: tagged
ELAINE : Thank ..

crazee: relink . http://dancethatbeat2.onsugar.com/
ELAINE : Relink you soon .

denise: Cheyyyy, i luv you too! Ahahas.
ELAINE : I know you do ... xD

sherlyn: yo..sucker
ELAINE : Yo Suckgirl ! ...

{♥}Emelia(:: Hellos !! (: Jie Jie <33 Here Tuhh taq euu ya !! (: <33
ELAINE : Thank mei ..

{♥}Emelia(:: Meet up soon ya (: <33 Miss && Love you . . Muackssss ! ! (: <33333
ELAINE : Alright ...

{♥}Emelia(:: take good care of yourself ya !! (: <3333 :D D
ELAINE : Don't worry i'll .

Fiona: haa , i will link you when i'm free . sorry . i'm terrible sick today , only sell one card today wth
ELAINE : Can , Sick must rest not work luhhs girl ...

redalert-jie wen: yoyo:)
ELAINE : Hi ..

sherlyn: yo gurl...
ELAINE : Yo ~ ...

doraemon: hihih:)im here tut tagged^^
ELAINE : Hahas , thank i know ... xD

weiyeow: hello bro .... wad u doing yo this few days i am bored wahhhhh
ELAINE : Work , study , eat , sleep and shit .. haas .. Go find your girlfriend ? xD

denise: hey girl, tagged (L)
ELAINE : Hey Hey , Love you too .. i miss you luhhs ...